The feeling of failure can be a heavy weight on one’s chest, a sinking feeling in the pit of the stomach, or a sense of disappointment and self-doubt. It can be a powerful and overwhelming emotion that leaves individuals feeling defeated, demoralized, and unsure of their abilities.
That Feeling Has Been Created…
Yesterday I had to go for a driving medical as we do every year… I did my eye test, ear test, blood pressure, prick in the finger for diabetes, pee pee test, and a few other things that they make you do. Once we do all the tests it goes into the hand of the doctor, and then we go for a one-on-one consternation with her.
The feeling of failure can be accompanied by negative thoughts and self-criticism. Individuals may question their worth, competence, and future prospects.
Wow talk about burying someone and that she did one great job of making me feel like I’m finished or in trouble with the company. Where do I start?
Deep depression – she could read that just by looking at me apparently… which is far from the truth to be honest i was feeling pretty good.
Diabetic – that I know is not true as I just had all the blood tests for everything just three weeks ago.
No body movement – very poor apparently..
Sleep disorder… i have to book in for that with my G.P.
I have to see my G.P and get all my scans, MRI, and blood test sent through which isn’t a problem it was only done three weeks ago, had the heart test, kidney, liver, lungs, prostate, coughing with the scrotum been squeezed, and many more full bodies full examination.
The Next Movement For Me…
As much as this has got me down a bit, I know what needs to be done and the good thing is I have the company supporting me at the moment, as long as I get all the appointments and make sure I do the right thing to get cleared and passed there, okay.
At the end of the day, without being told straight out, it comes down to age. The doctor felt that because I was 64, I needed to go for a full medical and be tested again before I’m cleared to drive machinery. I understand a bit, but it’s not what I wanted; it’s another headache in life.
#Journey Through Life…
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Keep at it. I’m sure you’ll get cleared. Sounds like a bit of a formality to me as you seem overall pretty healthy.
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thank you it got to me a bit as I had just done every test to mankind i think it comes down to age that thing age lol thank u for your comment much appreciated
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Very welcome and we can’t change that sadly
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